Dont Drown

Sometimes I drown myself in others success. Its def not a good thing I start comparing myself like man why am I not successful and they are, or at least on their way. I try not to do it but I notice I do it unknowingly which is worse. You see people you went to skool with like on T.V. and puttin out things and I am like man that person was or always has been giving everything why cant i just be given the key. Im not perfect although I try to be the perfect human all the time, but I guess I just have to be patient and watch everyone else around me "blow up" first. My friend told me she was going to NYU to audition and I know shes gonna do well and I am proud of her shes on her way to being great in life, and Im like man I wish it was that easy for me. I just realized I am differnet at least when I finally do become successful it'll be worth it, and I will be able to be humbl eabout everything I achieve and all glory goes to God. So people out there dont sit around drowning your self in some elses success, do something yourself and make your self successful. Resuscitate your self and do what you have to do.