Two Cents

Just my two cents of the day...do you ever feel as a person your give people too much grace...Sometimes I sit and wonder about how nice I am. It can be with friends, family, or just people in general. Many of my friends laugh at me when I tell them I want to be successful, when really when they laff i wanna slap the taste out of there mouth, but that would look like I had issues. I feel like sometimes I cant say what I want when I want because I have people breathing down my neck about what to say and not say. Being in college is Koo, I think I would have dropped out though if it wasn't for needing a degree in his world we live in. Its like we always have to cater to other people, even the smallest things sum times annoy me. I know everyone feels like this. Sometimes your family can shut you down from what you really want to do, or say. Then there are people who are in higher positions who wont allow you to do what you want or say. I sometimes wonder like what if I didn't have any friends, or anybody that I cared about except God would life be easier. I guess going to a christian school has something to do with it to. I Wish all the time I would have had the best grades so I could have gone to a Secular School. I sometimes HATE christian skools they are worse than the public skools. It gets annoying just always catering to people even when you try not to cater to anyone. I mean some things should not be said but some things need to be said. I guess it would be being selfish if I thought of living like that, self absorbed lol. But sometimes I wonder what if I just stop caring about other people completely...I wouldn't have to worry about what I say...feelings getting hurt....or anything that makes others feel uncomfortable. This is just my two cents of what Im thinking at the moment. No hatred towards anyone...I luv everyone.