Paint a Picture with Words

So imagine your walking down a long trail or road and the wind is blowing and the sky is that kinda gray where its not rainy but the day is dull, and its around the time of sunset and you look up in the sky and you notice that the sky is like that purple/orange when the sunsets and you see the clouds in different color, and then you notice the smell it smells like nothing really just air going in and out of your nose. You have on a the lazy day clothes and your hair is not done nothing just your standard shower,brushing of teeth/and face wash. While your are walking no one else is out and the trail or road your on has a couple of by passing cars and you cant see who is in it because their windows are tinted and while your walking you get this thought in your head, like why in the hell am i on this earth. Then you think about everything and everyone and every event that has happened since you have been living and you realize that one day you want to make a difference. All the people around you such as your friends your family you just kinda fall off and like everyone fogets about you...and then every one starts to wonder where you went and why you have disappeared off the face of the earth you turn your phone off, and dont get on facebook and no twitter or myspace. While your walking you hear this faint woice of your favorite soul singer singing a melody of a sad day like at a funeral. Then it clicks you look up and Gods Day eye is looking upon you and no where else and you realize your destine for greatness. You look up and say to him "Me? alright I just hope I can live up to your standards" Then you keep walking and finally you sit and stare out over the view of the city kinda like your on a throne and think how am i going to change all of this drastically...I am not Jesus. Then affter that happens a sweet melody from your favorite soul singer melody changes now they are singing in honor of you and then you hear people clapping and then you realized the road to changing the world went by so fast that you did not even realize what you were doing. Then one day you decide your job is done on earth and god needs you at home to finish defeating the evil in any way you can. Thats what I think about everyday when I wake until I go to bed, thats why I dont talk to people and dont party and Im never really even seen, Work now play later is my motto and people say live life, I am living just dont want to waste it. I hope you all have a good weekend.